“Behold I stand at the gate and knock” (Rev. 3. 20)
Jesus stands at the door of my heart, patiently, uncomplainingly. How long has He been there? A year? Ten years? I have been afraid to let Him in.
Jesus knocks: “Open to Me, My Beloved.” My heart has been closed fast in spite of His calls, His inspirations, the appeals of His grace. How long? I have heard Him knocking, I have pretended I did not, I have longed He would go away. My God, how I must have pained You; but do not go away, wait a little longer.
I look out timidly to see who is calling. Why should I be afraid to let Him in? He has come to me, I have not sought Him. What love He must have for me! Jesus, why am I afraid of You, afraid to let You come into my heart?
October 6, 2025
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on Thoughts for October 6 from Fr Willie Doyle.
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Time marches on, and yes, as Father Doyle reminds us, have we been keeping the Lord waiting? Each day, and each moment of the day should be lived for and with Him. Each day counts, and will not be repeated; we must appreciate, love, and use our time in such a way as to be good and do good for our neighbor, and give glory to God as best we can.
What year did he write this?
In our notes this reflection is undated. My own impression however is that it is likely to be in the years either immediately before or after ordination. But that is just a guess