I see more and more that self-indulgence even in lawful things brings only unhappiness; and I realise I can never be truly content or at peace till I make my life a crucified one, and this always.
COMMENT: Fr Doyle wrote these words on this day in 1914. His advice was not for everyone – he was specifically writing about himself in his private diary. Counter-intuitively, he found that whenever he indulged himself (presumably in little ways, such as taking butter on his bread or having a full night’s sleep), that he was less happy. Elsewhere he reported that not performing penance left him tired and lethargic but that penance invigorated him. This is surely an important sign that Fr Doyle truly had a specific calling to a life of asceticism.
Father Doyle, please help us in reaching higher in little things, going beyond ourselves so as to imitate Jesus, the saints, the martyrs…growing in selflessness, in being truly interested in others, interested in their well-being, both physical and spiritual-all for the Kingdom of God, and His glory.